A moment of our own..

Like the earth that awaits rain,

To sprout out the grain.

Like the star that awaits to shine,

Once the clouds resign.

I long to have our little dance,

From the moment I met your glance.

A moment of our own,

Captured and sealed to be shown.

My Mind; repetitive of the words unspoken

And my heart filled with mixed emotions,

With Words I cannot express nor conceal

Awaits the piece of your heart I can steal.

The grace that fills in me with your smile,

I know I want to walk along mile by mile.

From all that I am or have been before,

I know that, I love you to the core.

Hurting myself..

Why do I hurt myself for you?

Do I really deserve all this..

For all I longed wasn't something new

Just a hug and a lovable kiss..

I tried my best to shrug you off,

But it was you..who gave me hope.

A hope that was more than enough

To pull me up from the dangling rope.

But little did I know,

You pulled me up, to let me down.

To the deepest, that my heart would go,

Holding on to my happiness crown.

You should have left me where I was,

At the least wouldn't have felt the pain;

And be left with the marks of the claws,

That shattered my dreams again.

My love for you...

There's unknown distance between you and me,
Don't know if you felt the same.
Not sure either if you could ever see,
You're walking off the bridge that came.

I stand there still looking at you,
Not knowing, whether to follow or return.
Knowing that the treasures I hold are few,
I don't want to wait, to let it burn.

I look above to the thundering clouds,
To drench myself in the shedding rains;
Or to lose myself in the consuming crowd,
To hide myself with my ambitious pains.

Holding on, I try, don't know how long,
Before I let go myself, to fall off.
Coz I know, how I wished so strong,
For my love for you, to payoff.