Hurting myself..

Why do I hurt myself for you?

Do I really deserve all this..

For all I longed wasn't something new

Just a hug and a lovable kiss..

I tried my best to shrug you off,

But it was you..who gave me hope.

A hope that was more than enough

To pull me up from the dangling rope.

But little did I know,

You pulled me up, to let me down.

To the deepest, that my heart would go,

Holding on to my happiness crown.

You should have left me where I was,

At the least wouldn't have felt the pain;

And be left with the marks of the claws,

That shattered my dreams again.